So its been a looooong time since I've updated this thing. The only reason I'm on is because I'm at Michelle's house and shes really pressed about blogging. lol
But anyway, nothing really has happened thats been life changing. Still (kinda) with dude that I mentioned in my last post, and I'm still going away to college in about a month and a half! && I'm still incredibly excited.
Ummm I'm pretty much just enjoying my summer right now and having fun...I'll be 18 in about 38 days! I'm EXTREMELY excited for that. I guess I'll upload some pictures of whats been going on when I get home.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Monday, March 23, 2009
Stomach viruses && men - ugh !
So, no school for me today...I have a horrible stomach virus. Good news is I'm starting to feel a bit better. I was supposed to get my hair done today, but since I'm sick, I'm not. So now I have to wait until Wednesday...great.
In other news, _____ has been blowing me lately. We spent the night together a few nights ago and talked about some things that I knew upset him. The next day, I couldn't get in touch with him. That night, he texted me and said he would call me when he got off of work (a night club) . When he didn't, I decided I really didn't give a fuck. Honestly, I thought he must have spent the night with some chick. I still think thats where he was. I didn't call him all day. He called me last night and asked me if I was mad at him. I told him no. I stopped caring when you didn't call last night. && I told him I felt like he was with another bitch and it really didn't phase me.
So he assumes that means I don't care about him anymore. Not at all what I said. So after talking on the phone for about an hour, I tell him to go to sleep because he had to go to work in the morning. He says ok and gets off the phone. Then, he texts me and says "I feel bad because you're young" Really? Bull shit. He said it to get a reaction out of me. I ignore him and go to sleep. I wake up around 6 and text him telling him to lose my number. Fuck that. I'm not gonna beg ANY nigga to wanna be with me. They come a dime a dozen. So he texts me on his way to work acting like nothing happened. "I'm on my way to work baby." I curse him out and tell him to lose my number again. He says: "Yesterday was yesterday. You're gonna start the day off bad for the both of us. Have a good day beautiful."
I hate when he does shit like this. He'll say shit to get a reaction out of me and then act like nothing happened. So I texted him about an hour ago and said I know hes at work, but when he gets the text, he needs to tell me what he wants to do. End it or not. Yes or no.
I'm about a half a word away from just ending it altogether with him. I'm not stressing over ANYBODY right now. I'll be 700 miles away in less than 6 months and I'm just counting down the days. :)
In other news, _____ has been blowing me lately. We spent the night together a few nights ago and talked about some things that I knew upset him. The next day, I couldn't get in touch with him. That night, he texted me and said he would call me when he got off of work (a night club) . When he didn't, I decided I really didn't give a fuck. Honestly, I thought he must have spent the night with some chick. I still think thats where he was. I didn't call him all day. He called me last night and asked me if I was mad at him. I told him no. I stopped caring when you didn't call last night. && I told him I felt like he was with another bitch and it really didn't phase me.
So he assumes that means I don't care about him anymore. Not at all what I said. So after talking on the phone for about an hour, I tell him to go to sleep because he had to go to work in the morning. He says ok and gets off the phone. Then, he texts me and says "I feel bad because you're young" Really? Bull shit. He said it to get a reaction out of me. I ignore him and go to sleep. I wake up around 6 and text him telling him to lose my number. Fuck that. I'm not gonna beg ANY nigga to wanna be with me. They come a dime a dozen. So he texts me on his way to work acting like nothing happened. "I'm on my way to work baby." I curse him out and tell him to lose my number again. He says: "Yesterday was yesterday. You're gonna start the day off bad for the both of us. Have a good day beautiful."
I hate when he does shit like this. He'll say shit to get a reaction out of me and then act like nothing happened. So I texted him about an hour ago and said I know hes at work, but when he gets the text, he needs to tell me what he wants to do. End it or not. Yes or no.
I'm about a half a word away from just ending it altogether with him. I'm not stressing over ANYBODY right now. I'll be 700 miles away in less than 6 months and I'm just counting down the days. :)
Sunday, March 22, 2009
My first blog
Hello Blogger =D
So...until I figure out how to use this thing, I guess I'll use this dry shit as my background....
I'm Nicole and I'm 17 years young. I'll be 18 [and finally legal!] on August 15, 2009. Excited? Very much so.
Around that same time, I'll be moving on to a new chapter in my life : college . I'm pretty excited, but pretty afraid at the same time. I guess you can call me spoiled and pretty dependent on my mom and friends. I'm not ashamed to say it, because I know soon all of that is going to change. My whole life, I've needed someone there to pull me out of shit when I get in too deep or someone to hold my hands through the tough things in life.
But when I go to college, I won't have that security anymore and as weird as it sounds, I'm looking forward to it. I am finally ready to grow up and start to do things for myself. I'm ready to be a mature young woman.
Other than that, I'm a pretty normal teenager. I like to do normal teenaged girl things and I love to have fun. Oh, and I'm an aspiring veterinarian or congresswoman. Yeah, I know...two opposite ends of the spectrum. I doubt I'll truly make my decision until after I get my bachelor's degree. No matter what, I'll be in 4 more years of schooling. It'll either be law school or vet school. Maybe something different....we'll see.
So...until I figure out how to use this thing, I guess I'll use this dry shit as my background....
I'm Nicole and I'm 17 years young. I'll be 18 [and finally legal!] on August 15, 2009. Excited? Very much so.
Around that same time, I'll be moving on to a new chapter in my life : college . I'm pretty excited, but pretty afraid at the same time. I guess you can call me spoiled and pretty dependent on my mom and friends. I'm not ashamed to say it, because I know soon all of that is going to change. My whole life, I've needed someone there to pull me out of shit when I get in too deep or someone to hold my hands through the tough things in life.
But when I go to college, I won't have that security anymore and as weird as it sounds, I'm looking forward to it. I am finally ready to grow up and start to do things for myself. I'm ready to be a mature young woman.
Other than that, I'm a pretty normal teenager. I like to do normal teenaged girl things and I love to have fun. Oh, and I'm an aspiring veterinarian or congresswoman. Yeah, I know...two opposite ends of the spectrum. I doubt I'll truly make my decision until after I get my bachelor's degree. No matter what, I'll be in 4 more years of schooling. It'll either be law school or vet school. Maybe something different....we'll see.
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